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bad move. wrong move. & she knew it right from the start. to top things up, she doesn’t behave the right way, or rather a total unethical move for handling such situation. & what now? jolly well fuck herself upside down & inside out. sigh*
just when she thought that she could, she realized such situation turned out to be a couldn’t. just as she thought that she might, she realized such situation to be a mustn’t. just when she thought that she should, she realized that this shouldn’t be happening. so much of just when she though.. & she woke up to reality. fucked.
& the whole scene backfire big time. & i realized one very bad fact. & that is same taste existing between two very close parties. & if you realized that you are one of the party, congratulations! you are fucked again. to back out or to go forward? shrugs* oh boy! did i even mentioned that she being that particular party, hardly develop such kinda feel towards such humanities? alright.
backout then. cheesepie. she knew it coming. she knew it! fuck!
ahh! whatever, seriously! ):
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Filed under: loves.
post specially dedicated to my one&only bestest girlfriend, felicia teh jia hui.
looking back, its coming 3 years since we knew each other. what a coincidence to actually share the same name as well. thankyou for :
- always being there for me 24/7.
EG: rushing over to my house in the middle of your stuffs to check if i’m alright. send me heartwarming texts to make me feel there’s actually someone who love & care me, frantically looking for me / solutions when you know im gonna be gone when im clubbing and many more.
- never giving up on me
EG: at times when i almost got involved into illegal stuffs, at times when i got myself engaged with silly activities, even till i myself wanna give up on everything.
- the many funs & laughters together
EG: non-stop laughters whenever there’s a FI’s day, pinpointing at others & laughing our heads off, remember the case of FULL BLUSHER in the train?, or do you remember about the sentence ‘ XIAO XIN TI JI ‘?, or even random ‘*shaking & eh~!eh~!eh~! on G-spot stuffs?.
- the long hours of talk every single day
EG: every night without fail, a catchup of both individual’s life would be done over the phone, updates on guys, homosexuality, family, shopping, friends & the list can never be ended.
There’s still one whole list of stuffs to be mentioned. Sometimes, life’s too short to not thanks the people around you. & i figured its all a total sad case. When i’m still around, i rather make use of this opportunity to really tell you that i appreciate all the things you’ve done for me. Till things happen..
thanks for everything, what more could one ask for with such a perfect girlfriend by your side, loving you for who you are or are not. Thanks wifey! once a wifey, always a wifey. & i guarantee, till you see me all haggard holding a walking stick, im sure i’ll be walking beside you still, till either of our very last day. lastly. iloveyou felicia teh jia hui. <3
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life & death. when people comes into your life, how long can they stay? for those whom you want to stay in your life, how long more to them leaving? life has no time to waste. enjoy all processes, get all happy & involved in total zero regrets in the end.
refrained from having one. for the one has refrained from having one as well. lesson learnt. all had just come down to one point :
Humans are never satisfied with just one alone, no?
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how sad is it to see your reflection on the mirror, with you staring at ‘yourself’ & it all seems like a total stranger.
how sad is it when people asked ‘ introduce yourself in 5minutes . ‘ and you got all dumbfounded and the 5minutes seems to be like 5years.
how sad is it that you yourself, who should be most well aware of who yourself is, does not actually know anything much about you yourself.
how sad is it, to be living in a self-denial stage where you can never detach yourself from.
okay, just random. ignore me. fuck.
